What is wrong with me?
Why do I take so many medicines?
What the Hell IS WRONG WITH ME?
Why do I cry to God in vain?
Why does he not see my agony?
Is it for my sins that I now pay?
This is Hell on Earth, no one takes it away.
Am I psychotic? Insane? A criminal? A fraud?
Am I making up the vomit, the pain, the anguish?
Why am I dizzy, so tired, so weak?
Why is no one hearing my desperate scream?
Like Javert, I reach and fall.
Like him, the night grows ever near.
Will I follow in his footsteps
And wish to end it all?
Eli, Eli, lamma sabacthani me?
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